Well, this is gna be my first post. Life have been very bored lately besides having my dd to acc me :D Work work work, like no life~

Suddenly, i'm starting to miss some peoples. Out of sudden, they suddenly pop up in my mind. One of them is *ehem* Is not that i miss him or what, is i miss the feeling when i get to see him. I don't know, maybe i'm missing those moments with him. Like the very only one chalet that i went and get to see him and things started happening. Like during school times, friends are helping me with him and like his birthday and all that.

And i suddenly thought of the past. Probably it's because of things that happening to me and i started to realised it. I used to once have a relationship. A relationship that i don't have to care bout my looks, my size and alot of things. He found someone who loves him more than i used do and really, i'm very happy for him now. That relationship, I think it's making him not that happy. Two reasons, one is me and another one is my family. Because during that time, my family doesn't allow me to have a relationship. So it's like when we go out, we can't even go out with ease because afraid that someone knows me saw it and told my mother. Then me, I didn't even dare to go out alone together with him. Come to think of it, during that time, we actually aren't suitable for each other. He's actually a good guy. He will do anything just to make other side happy but such a good guy, I'm lucky he is not with me now. I bet if we're still together, I'm like only making his life unhappy.

Sighhhhhhhhh. Sometimes, life just does not go the way we want.